My Internet connection on my computer comes on and off randomly, so I'm back to my laptop. So, what's happened today? I think I'm going to enjoy Driver's Ed; I just hope everyone makes interesting presentations. I have probably one of the biggest presentations (Distractions & Driving), but at least it's several weeks after AP tests. I like Ms Stetson. We edited our HUM research paper drafts in English. I don't think I will ever use Mill again after reading Francis's paper. A bunch of us (Vinitra, Peter, Allison, Sophia, Phu, etc.) stayed during lunch to review for the test. It was most definitely helpful. I hope think I did well on the test.
MUN election results. Congrats to Marina, Aras, and Blake for succeeding onto the next election for Arbitrator. Congrats to Lauren, Charlie, and Nabeem for Senator. I'd be lying if I said I weren't upset. At first, I didn't react mainly because I was sitting in the front row. After Nabeem hugged me, I began to feel bad. After Blake hugged me, I almost cried (as in I had tears in my eyes). But honestly, I didn't must nearly as much effort into campaigning as I should have. So I guess I didn't deserve it. Still, it's disappointing. What my chances of becoming SG come senior year are now, I have no idea. Probably none. I can't even imagine what I'd like to be this year. Honestly, I'm not very artistic (I still have no idea why I was assigned Historian) nor creative. I'd like to be Treasurer, but I'm sure there's a zillion more qualified people who want to be as well. *sigh* I don't know. It feels like everything I've done this year has been a huge waste, especially if I don't do well on the AP exams and my SATIIs. I mean, seriously. For all the late nights (and by late, I mean staying up till 0200 as a norm), the lowest grades I've ever had on report cards, etc. you'd THINK you'd get something out of it. I knew the reason why I wasn't doing well in my academic classes was because I had been focusing too much on my extracirriculars. And look where that's gotten me. Bad grades and no Senator position.
What a depressing entry. At least... I don't know. At least I did well on my history test?
MUN election results. Congrats to Marina, Aras, and Blake for succeeding onto the next election for Arbitrator. Congrats to Lauren, Charlie, and Nabeem for Senator. I'd be lying if I said I weren't upset. At first, I didn't react mainly because I was sitting in the front row. After Nabeem hugged me, I began to feel bad. After Blake hugged me, I almost cried (as in I had tears in my eyes). But honestly, I didn't must nearly as much effort into campaigning as I should have. So I guess I didn't deserve it. Still, it's disappointing. What my chances of becoming SG come senior year are now, I have no idea. Probably none. I can't even imagine what I'd like to be this year. Honestly, I'm not very artistic (I still have no idea why I was assigned Historian) nor creative. I'd like to be Treasurer, but I'm sure there's a zillion more qualified people who want to be as well. *sigh* I don't know. It feels like everything I've done this year has been a huge waste, especially if I don't do well on the AP exams and my SATIIs. I mean, seriously. For all the late nights (and by late, I mean staying up till 0200 as a norm), the lowest grades I've ever had on report cards, etc. you'd THINK you'd get something out of it. I knew the reason why I wasn't doing well in my academic classes was because I had been focusing too much on my extracirriculars. And look where that's gotten me. Bad grades and no Senator position.
What a depressing entry. At least... I don't know. At least I did well on my history test?
Current Mood:
disappointed
Current Music: Be Without You ~ Mary J. Blige
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