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26 April 2006 @ 05:30 pm
Disappointing  
My Internet connection on my computer comes on and off randomly, so I'm back to my laptop. So, what's happened today? I think I'm going to enjoy Driver's Ed; I just hope everyone makes interesting presentations. I have probably one of the biggest presentations (Distractions & Driving), but at least it's several weeks after AP tests. I like Ms Stetson. We edited our HUM research paper drafts in English. I don't think I will ever use Mill again after reading Francis's paper. A bunch of us (Vinitra, Peter, Allison, Sophia, Phu, etc.) stayed during lunch to review for the test. It was most definitely helpful. I hope think I did well on the test.

MUN election results. Congrats to Marina, Aras, and Blake for succeeding onto the next election for Arbitrator. Congrats to Lauren, Charlie, and Nabeem for Senator. I'd be lying if I said I weren't upset. At first, I didn't react mainly because I was sitting in the front row. After Nabeem hugged me, I began to feel bad. After Blake hugged me, I almost cried (as in I had tears in my eyes). But honestly, I didn't must nearly as much effort into campaigning as I should have. So I guess I didn't deserve it. Still, it's disappointing. What my chances of becoming SG come senior year are now, I have no idea. Probably none. I can't even imagine what I'd like to be this year. Honestly, I'm not very artistic (I still have no idea why I was assigned Historian) nor creative. I'd like to be Treasurer, but I'm sure there's a zillion more qualified people who want to be as well. *sigh* I don't know. It feels like everything I've done this year has been a huge waste, especially if I don't do well on the AP exams and my SATIIs. I mean, seriously. For all the late nights (and by late, I mean staying up till 0200 as a norm), the lowest grades I've ever had on report cards, etc. you'd THINK you'd get something out of it. I knew the reason why I wasn't doing well in my academic classes was because I had been focusing too much on my extracirriculars. And look where that's gotten me. Bad grades and no Senator position.

What a depressing entry. At least... I don't know. At least I did well on my history test?
 
 
Current Mood: disappointed
Current Music: Be Without You ~ Mary J. Blige
 
 
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Tee[info]icefall__ on April 26th, 2006 09:46 pm (UTC)
Okay my comment was getting too long so I'm going to email you instead :)
Nihan[info]ryvenna on April 27th, 2006 12:12 am (UTC)
Hey, Kiddo,
When I didn't make the cut for Senator, I felt uberdisappointed myself. The first week, I felt pretty numb about it; the second week, I became bitter; the third week, I went back to being eh-ish-- and then life continued. You're amazingly committed to MUN & I know that if you try for Treasurer, you will most definitely get the position! Don't give me this "there are more qualified people" line!! >:( Your dedication makes all the difference, at the end.

As for bad grades: you are a sophomore. You are taking THREE APs. Colleges will understand! Your definition of bad probably doesn't come -anywhere- near their definition of the word. And you wanna know something? When I was a sophomore and in Chem... I got a C in the course. I've made up for it (you know what my GPA is atm). I'm sure that you don't have a C in any of your classes, luff. ♥

All my luff goes to ya. Chin up! If you wanna talk to me about anything, come poke me. (I always become emotionally attached to the people that I've sexually harassed xD)
LV: <3[info]icephantom on April 27th, 2006 01:44 am (UTC)
Oooooh, CCS! XD Anime love. Yeah, I'll probably go through the same thing you're going through. I definitely felt somewhat numb at first, 'cause I just didn't react. It was pretty weird. Aysh. Anyway, I hope the colleges will understand. -_-;; They're all like "oh, yeah, it's not the grades, it's the challenge level!" and heck, I've been challenged this year. Thanks so much, though! =) I'm not exactly sure whether you becoming emotionally attached to your sexual harassment victims is a good thing....
Shiger Tarks![info]bless_her_heart on April 27th, 2006 12:57 am (UTC)
I love you. I am really sad that you didn't get elected. I voted for you :). I am completely sure that you completely deserve it and I am sure that you will get whatever position you want this year. I love you. I'm sorry that stuff isn't going well right now.
LV: =D[info]icephantom on April 27th, 2006 01:44 am (UTC)
Thanks, Blakers! =) I'm glad YOU got voted. Hehehe. Let's try to keep our general meetings non-Southern, okay? XD
Shiger Tarks![info]bless_her_heart on April 27th, 2006 01:58 am (UTC)
ouch. that hurts. lol jk. I'm not so sure that I'm going to be winning. but I'm glad that you're so sure lol
[info]seeway on April 27th, 2006 02:10 am (UTC)
i love the passion and the time and commitment you place in MUN. and i think that it is really visible. i know if you keep pursuing it, you'll get it! don't get your hopes down. :)
Sabrina: fairy[info]indigomasq on April 27th, 2006 02:53 am (UTC)
I really like all of your Pride and Prejudice icons!
jabbberwocky115[info]jabbberwocky115 on May 5th, 2006 08:33 pm (UTC)
Lulu, you need to stop worrying about colleges. It is going to kill you someday, and I don't wanna lose my HUM/Bio/MUN buddy...
JK, I'm not that selfish. Still, you really need to relax. After APs are over, all your AP courses will become much easier. Just hold on for one more week!! I'm so depressed about grades too, so maybe we can be depressed together!!! HAHAHA!!!
I'm sorry if that didn't help, I've been permanantly high today.
 
 

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